Saturday, February 28, 2026
I Will Not Support A Scouting America That Bows to Tyranny
Wednesday, November 27, 2024
Escape
First I want to say that I learned (or maybe re-learned) a lesson last week. I pre-wrote my blog post on a Google Doc and tried to copy-paste into Blogger. Silly me, I thought since they are both Google properties it would be smooth. It was not. It was mostly because I had bullets and levels of bullets and colors. I think when I write in just text it will be much better.
I have been reading and writing several things this month. I'll start with what and how I'm reading.
For the most part I try to read things I can get from the local library (system). I don't often buy books. I get them by putting them on hold to get the physical books, and I borrow them through two library apps. Through our local library I can borrow things from Libby and Hoopla.
I'm currently listening to Grave Peril, a Dresden Files book by Jim Butcher on Libby; The Two Towers, a Lord of the Rings book by J.R.R. Tolkien, on Hoopla. I'm also reading Casino Royale, a James Bond by Ian Flemming on Hoopla.
I borrowed several of the Discworld audiobooks from the library, and I'm just about finished with Feet of Clay by Sir Terry Pratchett.
I'm trying to read the physical book of Archaeology: Theories, Methods, and Practice by Colin Renfrew and Paul Bahn. I say, trying because it is a textbook and not exactly riveting and light reading.
I am actively working on writing the first draft of two stories. The first has the working title of The Invisible Guild. It's an urban fantasy that is slightly comical and mostly adventurous (along the lines of Dresden Files and The Watch books within the Discworld). The other one is a Science Fiction time travel story tentatively called Joy Righd and GAIL the Time Machine.
You might have noticed that my reading helps fuel my imagination for my writing. Only Archaeology is a non-fiction book and I'm reading that for two reasons mainly: to prepare for the graduate school I'm hoping and planning to attend when I retire, and probably more importantly to convince myself Archaeology and pursuing a PhD in Archaeology are really what I want to do in retirement. This is long-range planning and based on a fierce belief that the world will be in a state that will allow me that path as an option.
How can I be listening/reading so many things at once (for those of you who are asking and not saying, pfft that's not a lot of things at once)? I am consuming them at different times, different ways and different places.
Pratchett is on CD audiobooks and I listen in the only place I still have a CD player, while driving. Tolkien is on Hoopla and because I've read those books before I can listen to them in the background at work or while walking the dog. Butcher is on Libby so I can listen on my phone also while I'm walking the dog or working around the house, but I haven't read that book before so I have to pay attention. Flemming is on my phone or Kindle, but I read that when sitting in the family room in the evenings. I split my time then with Archaeology.
Why am I reading all these things? To fuel my imagination as I said earlier, but there is something more. There is something about reading and writing these types of things: escape.
I'm also listening to J.R.R. Tolkien's essay, On Fairy Stories. That's on YouTube. I'm trying to figure out how to get a print/electronic copy so I can highlight and take notes on it. In this essay he says that we must not confuse escapism as running away. We must think of it as freeing ourselves like a war prisoner or political prisoner frees themselves.
This kind of escapism allows us to recharge ourselves, to be refreshed for future struggles. It also allows us a safe place, like when you are in school, to train and experiment with ideas, methods, policies and beliefs we can use when we return to the real world.
A long time ago I realized Jurassic Park did a lot more to teach Paleontology than almost anything else and JFK changed the national zeitgeist (if only a little). I realized that the common language offered by fiction can become so ingrained in our minds that it becomes indistinguishable from facts. We all know dinosaurs are warm blooded like birds and JFK was killed by Lee Harvey Oswald, but he was a patsy. How do we know those things? Because that's what we always thought or knew.
That's powerful stuff. I really do think I can tap into that, I can use it to push our default ideas a little bit in the direction of democracy, humanism, ecological responsibility and that higher technology can help for a start. I'm not going to pretend that my fiction is real (like people eating pets), but just putting it out there in the universe I hope people will start to take for granted these things are good and they are the things we want to try and espouse and/or do.
I recently read Atomic Habits by James Clear. The thing I want to leave you with today is something from that book. You have to decide what person you want to be (determine your identity) and prove it to yourself by doing the things that that person does.
For example, if I decide I'm a healthy person, healthy people go to the gym to exercise so they can be fit and capable outside the gym.
I think that is also true of society. If we decide we are a humanist democracy that respects nature we have to, everyday do the things humanist democracies do.
Our escapist literature can be our gym to learn how and practice democratic things so when we get out in the real world we can put those ideas into practice.
In my writing I want to build that gym/sandbox/escapist world for us all to train our brains and hearts in.
Wednesday, November 20, 2024
GOALS!
Apparently, the work I've set out to volunteer for is difficult to get started. I've spoken with as many people as I can to get my volunteering moving, and…
I have nothing yet to report.
SO…
I'm going to share my goals for November. A bit late, you're thinking. Maybe it is, but:
I'm in the last ten days and I may, just might be able to reach them if I really try and posting about them sort of puts me on the hot seat, AND
I made them just before November and my birthday sort of put things on their ear if you catch my meaning. I was spun around and dizzy, but I've finally got myself in the right direction.
I feel like my volunteering is important, but these goals, though not necessarily in that exact direction nor are exact fuel to get me going in that direction, are good for the same reason my volunteering is important and I will explain after I share them.
Produce more than consume
Make 12 attempts to get a short story (there are several possible) and/or “Tabernacle” published by the end of the month
Write or Edit every day (defined as Writing = at least 1 word, Editing = at least 1 correction)
Make creating apps outweigh consumption apps on my phone (more time)
NO YouTube while working
Focus on Health
Exercise daily (defined as anything >10 pushups)
Yoga daily
Get to 1 pullup
PRODUCING
I figure producing more than consuming is important to the support of democracy because
- I don't want to be a mindless consumer, doom-scroller, a side-line-attendee
- I want to produce the kinds of things that
- Make people think and think good things about democracy
- Make people feel good
- I want to see and read
- Make me feel empowered in the right direction.
BTW - It's green because green things grow
HEALTH
I figure focusing on my health will
- Keep me healthy for the fight
- Keep my healthy longer for my children and grandchildren
- Make my mind stronger, healthy body, healthy mind/brain for the fight for democracy
- Help me feel powerful and empowered
- Produce more than consume
- No attempts at publishing yet, but I have been doing this, and publishing my blog, and there is still time
- I have been writing every day
- I don't know if my creating apps outweigh my consumption apps, but I have downloaded Screen Zen for my phone and Untrap for Youtube. Both help me limit YouTube and a few other apps on my phone
- I've been pretty successful with not listening to YouTube while working now that I've installed Untrap for Youtube.
- Focus on Health
- I am very close to having exercised every day at least more than 10 pushups
- Very close to Yoga daily, or a similar activity
- Get to 1 pullup - I'm in physical therapy for my shoulder to help me get to this
Wednesday, November 13, 2024
Get To Work
Last week's post was, "Wake Up" so naturally this week is about getting to work. If I want us to live in a democracy I need to get to work.
I don't feel like I'm particularly trained or skilled in any particular area, so I have to volunteer to my strengths and inclinations, to my, let's call them enthusiasms.
Wednesday, November 06, 2024
WAKE UP!
Yesterday I did a very small part by voting. Today I’m going to do another very small part with this blog that no one reads, I’m going to change the logo.
A while ago, I found out about a movement to adopt the female belted kingfisher as the mascot for the University of Illinois (my and Mrs. Prop’s alma mater). At that time I found a logo made by mickgee2k14 (the artist said I can use it if I attribute it) on reddit that harkens back to the old chief logo, but for the new mascot.
In case you didn’t know, the old mascot of the University of Illinois Fighting Illini was Chief Illiniwek. The NCAA required UofI to remove that mascot in 2007 and it's about damn time I do it too.
I'm going to clean this old blog up and try to include support for those issues I mentioned above, because we need to work harder than ever and I'm making a commitment today.
I also feel that fiction can explore possibilities and good or bad, I can't help myself and I write. I plan to post more of my fiction while some old stories and posts are going to go away.
I hope I can spark some discussion and raise awareness where and when I can. If not, and this blog continues to be unread, I will be doing other things, as I said this is one very small part.
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